Thursday, August 31, 2006
If you want me to...
This is for those who are in pain and struggling...if i knew how, i would post the song up. But since i can't, please allow the words to minister to you.
JSJM and EC, please, allow the Lord of love to enter and provide that comfort and that love that you need. The Lord does not waste any experience, He captures each drop, each tear in the palm of His hands, and He will be there to point the way out. Painful as it may be...do not run away from His Love, do not run away from the lessons He is teaching, trust our gentle Jesus to complete His work no matter how painful it might be. He will NOT let you be crushed by this! Put your trust in Him, place your hope in Him, you can stand firm on the Love of God which never fails.
The road is not easy, we may never totally understand why, but grieve when you need to...allow the Lord to lead you deeper into intimacy with Him, the answers are found in Him. May Psalm 37 speak to you...continue to place the Lord first, put on His righteousness, vengence is the Lord's, do not let anger, bitterness or resentment to set in, release, surrender and trust in the Lord.
If you want me to – Ginny Owens
The pathway is broken…the signs are unclear
And I don’t know the reasons…why you brought me here,
But just because you love me…the way that you do
I’m gonna walk…through the valley, if you want me to…
No, I’m not who I was, when I took that first step,
And I’m clinging to the promise…you’re not through with me yet,
So I follow these trials, bring me closer to you
And I will walk through the fire…if you want me to…
And it may not be the way, I would have chosen.
When you lead me through a world, that’s not my home
But you never said it would be easy,
You only said…I’d never go alone…
So when the whole world turns against me and I’m all by myself,
And I can’t hear you answer…my cries for help,
I’ll remember the suffering…true love puts you through,
And I’ll walk through the darkness…if you want me to…
Cause when I cross over Jordan, I’m gonna sing, gonna shout,
I’m gonna look into your eyes and see…you’ve never let me down!
So take me on the pathway that leads me home to you
And I’ll walk through the valley…if you want me to…
Yes, I will walk through the valley, if you want me to.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
soon to be busy beyond words!
My lessons start officially on 4th Sept, and yahs...can foresee that it is going to get real hectic!haha! Along with the classroom lessons, there will probably be practical sessions with my team in NUS, and back in church, i'll be helping to co-ordinate the prayer meeting worship, on top of Youthphoria events, and LCEC responsibilities, so yes...i'm gonna be praying about it, i know that i will have to relinquish some stuff and delegate more of everything out, but still provide focus for going ahead. So it is going to get real interesting and i'll have to pace myself. And in all of it, i know that my focus on discipling people is foremost, so yes, i determine not to get distracted by activities and 'stuff', yups...leaning on God's strength so it should be great!
This prayer was in my QT material! Found it very insightful, so i paraphrased it here...=)
O Lord, whenever your ways in nature or in the soul are hard to be understood, then may our quiet confidence, our patient trust, our loving faith in you be great, and as children knowing that they are loved, cared for, guarded, kept, may we with a quiet mind at all times put our trust in you. So may we face life without fear, and death without fainting. AMEN.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Dehydration
Anyways...since i'm more a skills-based person, the thought of running got me imagining the mental battle and how the physical will affect the mental, and yups...an interesting thot struck me! =)
Dehydration is very real for runners, especially in hot and humid Singapore, and yes, part of the race prep is that you should consume lots of fluids starting from 48 hours before. And also, during the race, regardless of whether you feel thirsty or not, you should consume some water at every water point. Why? Because by the time thirst hits, your body is already in the 1st stages of dehydration! And it is likely that it you will continue to carry that dehydration along even if you drink copious amounts of fluid from the moment of thirst! So yups, if you refuse to carbo-load, and water-load (is there such a term? ahaha) it only means that your performance will be affected and you run the risk of getting a heat disorder...
Isn't that true also for us in the spiritual realm? If we fail to drink of the Living Water daily and regularly, we find ourselves 'dehydrating' (drying up...), we get affected by every little thing, we 'overheat' easily and everything seems so difficult to bear? If we wait until the thirst hits, we have been walking in our own strength for awhile and have forgotten how to lean on the Lord for His strength...so yup...drink up warriors of the Lord! Your battle is long and arduous, never forget that our life is a marathon, not a sprint! =) Be faithful to the end!
Parting thought
Physical exercise has some value, but spiritual exercise is valuable in every way, because it promises life both for the present and for the future. 1 Timothy 4:8 (GNB)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Ok...i'm rambling...
In affluent Singapore, we talk alot about 'our rights', 'good service', and all this pseudo-civilised stuff...it just makes me remember the simpler times in Thailand and Cambodia, where people have had so little and did not talk about 'rights' or 'service', they just banded together in a community, and got down to caring and sharing...a family problem was a community problem and they treated everything with the same kind of respect. Instead of talking about it, they put their love into action and HELPED! Sometimes makes me wonder who the really civilised ones are...
yups...just truly makes me wonder, especially when people are trodden upon in the name of 'service'...hmmm...isn't true service an act of humility? do we actually have a right to judge someone else's act of service? Some of us give gifts, some of us give words of encouragement, others give a smile, some lend a hand, there are SOOoooOOO many kinds of service, why can't we be thankful even for the feeblest act of love? If a baby were to give a broken twig, wouldn't you still be greatly happy, grinning ear-to-ear and giving the dear infant the biggest hug and encouragement! Sometimes...that is what us 'civilised' people need too...to see everyone as a child and appreciate their gifts!
But i guess that it will never be understood if our lenses are unfairly tinted...Just like the woman who emptied perfume on Jesus' feet...Judas immediately put a monetary value on the perfume and proclaimed that it would have been better used to sell it and give the money to the poor. How poor in spirit and deluded in mind we are sometimes...
Do i see as Jesus does? or as Judas sees? *ouch!*
Just wanna be thankful for the people who blessed me today...God sends blessings daily! So yes...wanna thank you all!
Leslie for helping me out with the GCTC lock, Debbie Lamster for the nice choc before prayer, Wendy for the really fragrant apple ( i love smelling it so much that i can't bear to eat it!), Pastor Bernard for the ride to Azhar, and Jaime for the Ricola and the ride back home...Thanks for blessing me in the little ways. Each of those acts blessed me, i remember them still and they made my day! I appreciate it lots! and more importantly, i treasure you! Thank you for showing Christ to me this day.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Live to the hilt!
Live to the hilt every situation you believe to be the will of God.
~Jim Elliot~
Many times, especially in our busy everyday lives, we are so a-hustle and a-bustle, that we forget to be 'in the moment', enjoying the present.
Our mind is racing ahead, planning for the next activity, the next person, the next meeting...we get distracted by our handphones, an sms, the television, the computer...it is so dangerous when that happens, and it is tragic when we allow it to happen.
I'm a laid back kinda guy, and i love long, unhurried conversations, sharing of hearts, sharing of desires, looking someone in the eye, connecting...thank God that more opportunities to do that have arisen. He truly works in amazing ways! =)
Wherever you are, live to the hilt, be present every moment, give someone your full attention, don't do anything you'd regret, express all you need to, be the best testimony of Christ so that you are 'love in action'.
Monday, August 21, 2006
a broken connection?
Does your connection 'drop' sometimes? or sometimes, it is awfully slow? and do these things happen when you need the internet the most? haha! Such irony! =)
Well...isn't that what happens in out lives sometimes? In the times when we need the Lord most, we do not seem to 'hear' His still small voice, when we are most desperate, we find that WE are furthest away from God. (It is NOT Him who is far away from us...)
That is the importance of our daily communion, our times of quiet reflection, prayer, worship, time spent with the Lord, reading His word. Little things that creep in to steal our joy, and our times with the Lord must be pushed aside, because if we do not...those little things will snowball into larger and larger obstacles, and soon we will find our connection with God is 'broken' and He 'feels far away'...and that is usually when a crisis hits.
I've been learning to guard my time with the Lord daily, spending time, learning to be devoted to Him, and training my ears to hear His voice. That way, in my interactions with the people i meet, the words exchanged will not be spurious and meaningless, i can be patient and listen, there is a calm within my heart even as i honour the other person above myself and seek to serve them first. I'm learning that it is difficult to be a servant in conversation...to serve someone else's needs, to be a humble listener, to allow the other person to pour out all their troubles, it is just not that natural to be a servant because we always want to 'provide help' prematurely, but yes, sometimes, it is best to wait for the Lord to prompt when to speak...
Be humble, cherish time with the Lord, guard it jealously, when devoted to the King, a servant heart will be cultivated. A heart that serves in humilty, knows how to serve in deeds, in conversations, in interactions with others, knows how to esteem others greatly, lead by serving and build others up through service to them.
Now...that was a mighty long digression from a broken internet connection! ahaha! God works in mysterious ways! =)
Friday, August 18, 2006
Carabiner

A Carabiner...a marvelous little contraption. It was made not only to secure equipment, but also as a piece of protection during rockclimbing.
It may look simple, but a carabiner can be easily misused or used in such a way that it is ineffective in doing it's job.
First thing to note, a carabiner is most effective when it's gate can be locked (as above), otherwise, it is actually possible to open the gate in certain instances, especially if the rope or secured equipment wraps around itself and forces itself against the gate.
Secondly, the strongest and best way to use the carabiner is to secure the equipment securely along the vertical face of the carabiner, as it curves over to the gate. That is the strongest point of the carabiner. Any other place provides leverage for the secured equipment to oppose the carabiner, thus reducing it's effectiveness!
Ahhaha! why did i post this up? Hmmmm....no particular reason! just something that interested me greatly! =) Anyways, i wrote this myself, so if it is factually wrong, someone please correct me! ahahaha! DISCLAIMER: Use at your own risk!
Monday, August 14, 2006
Simple...but not easy
I love the truth that springs forth when you read a good book, or when you absorb the wisdom of pilgrims who have walked the road before you have.
I see so many great examples of people who have walked the journey of life victoriously, and according to the principles laid down by the bible. They seemed to have no trouble with struggle or with obstacles, but in reading their autobiographies, it is clear that they have the very same struggles, just that they have constantly and faithfully turned to God in each trial, leaning on Him and learning along the way. These markers help to remind them of how to be walking in faith and not giving up...
Sometimes, the journey God has given us is simple...he who is faithful in the little things, will be entrusted with greater deeds...persevere, persevere, persevere...
Simple...but not easy...what a paradox! =)
Tribute to the ladies...
They would have asked for directions,
arrived on time,
helped deliver the baby Jesus,
cleaned the stable,
prepared a lavish spread,
and brought disposable diapers as gifts!
Yup...thank God for the ladies and the remarkable gifts that they bring! God made men and women to complement each other and the better we recognise that, the richer our lives will be, we can never do everything ourselves. And having a partner who complements you is definitely a blessing from God.
Friday, August 11, 2006
At the foot of the Cross...
The cross is a shining testimony to the fact that we cannot be successful in the Christian life until we find ourselves utterly unable to accomplish it on our own. the nails in your feet...
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Beauty!
Sometimes, we just have to sit back and admire beauty! This is a beautiful shot of the bridge connecting the indoor stadium to Tanjong Rhu. And nope, i still do not have a camera so yup...this is taken from a friend's digital SLR. I love the shot as it seems so surreal with the clouds lighted up and the lights reflecting off the water! Beautiful!It is such a blessing to be able to relax with friends, having yummy food, laughing and talking, looking up into the skies spotting parachutists, helicopters, planes and of course, fireworks! And the unexpected joys of little children making soap bubbles big and small, plus beautiful orange and pink sunsets! They were the bonus subject matter for plenty of shutterbugs! =)
Reflection: Finished two 40Day campaigns this year...
Firstly, 40 Days of Purpose - wonderful time of finding God's direction and growing in faith.
Then, the 40 days of Prayer - a time that TOTALLY spoke to me and challenged me daily to trust God for the future.
Lord...if nothing else happens, this has been a mighty year of transformation already, i really have no idea where you are leading me, and i don't know why you choose work in certain ways yet not in others, i'm not sure of your timing also, but i'm diligently learning to hear from you, walking in faith even when the road is rocky and painful...
...dearly holding on to you, Lord Jesus!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
A RADICAL MOVEMENT?!
Lord...you want a people whole-heartedly given to you, stewards who will make FULL use of these gifts given to us, moving in the Holy Spirit, grounded in your word, making an impact in the place that we are at. Sharing, giving, showing your divine standard of Love.
Lord Jesus...you certainly want to build a 'MOVEMENT', a radical shift in the climate that affects the spiritual and certainly the physical world. But...do i hear it correctly? do you REALLY want to use me?
You certainly see how I'm feeling...how i've been such a wreck, broken, helpless, floundering, mind in a whirl, emotions stirred...
I must admit that in this whole confusing season, i've been surviving by just leaning on your leading, fixing my mind on you so that nothing whirls out of control, praying in the most feverish of manners when i feel that call, keeping the closeness of intimacy, and a walk that desires to honour you...
there have been naysayers, doubts, discouragements, things have been so hard...and yet there have been victories! Small ones, baby steps, learning to walk again, learning to retreat and regain that child-like wonder, being released, seeing how God is faithful, how he provides (My Jehovah Jireh), makes my paths straight, how the glory of the Lord is my rearguard... the wonder and amazement i feel...puts me at a loss for words...
Though i feel so small, and inadequate...i trust in you Lord...I know you have given me gifts, and i pray that you will teach me how to use them to be the most effective for your Kingdom glory. Build up the team, the ministry, the group of people committed to you that will bring about your purposes...Lord, this is your name and your glory and i believe that your kingdom purposes cannot be thwarted! So have your way...purify, sanctify those you are going to use, prepare the way for the your work to be completed...a MOVEMENT, a people following your pillar of cloud by day, and the pillar of fire by night...build that radical, friend-of-sinners, fool-for-Christ, God-seeking Jesus generation that honours you...Lord, show your glory!
All to you, to you my Lord, in you whose gentle hands never stop working...healing the blind, removing the dross, warming a cold, broken heart, demonstrating a love that is practical...working your miracles...thank you Lord.
Friday, August 04, 2006
Life through the eyes of Death
Today, our lay leader was laid to rest, and the whole event brought me back to November when i lost my granny...it was the exact same hall, the same heartache, the same release, the same Joy unspeakable. I know that they are in a better place, perfectly healthy and full, as they enjoy praising the Lord in Heaven!
I shall write my own tribute to an incredible man...
As everyone said, Uncle Thian Lye was an unceasingly patient man who really treasured his family. My interactions with him were very few, but he always impressed me with his presence. He would give you his fullest attention, look you straight in the eye, and when you had finished talking, he would drop in with his words of wisdom or encouragement. He never made me feel stupid or inadequate, and he would always ask the youth, and the younger leaders to give our input as we see things differently. He was a man who could easily command attention from anyone he wanted, but he never sought that, his humility made him accessible to everyone. Listening to the eulogies, and seeing the amount of people who came, i can only conclude that pastor is right, and the bible is right...about uncle Thian Lye, "I have fought the good fight, i have finished the race...", Thank you for showing us a life well-lived, uncle Thian Lye. You truly are a unique man, and you have blessed me with your fine example of a godly and loving man.
"...for me to live is Christ and to die, gain"
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Content
What a lovely picture of the Light shining through!Been feeling content just resting in the Lord, i realise that in Him,
i have nothing that i need, that i've not already been given!
I have nothing to be envious about, nothing to be resentful about,
As I walk this path that the Lord has laid for me,
it has brought Peace, Contentment, Joy immeasurable!
This position can never be bought, satisfied by possessions,
or fulfilled by the pleasures of life in all their forms.
It is found only in Jesus, and His gifts given to us freely!
I found one gift in that photo above!
Natural beauty, unmarred, the Lord's encouragement!
"The fear of the LORD leads to life: Then one rests content, untouched by trouble."
Proverbs 19:23
A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.
Proverbs 14:30
Do not let your heart envy sinners, but always be zealous for the fear of the LORD.
Proverbs 23:17
I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
Phillippians 4:11,12